Macro snowflake covered with frost in the cold season under the bright sun, blurred background. Transparent leaves of the skeleton.

Feeling Old Self with New Passion

Today was a fantastic day of demons and inspiration. Well the wake up call from the Mutilation Dark Lord… quite literally. He wanted to be posted so bad that the moment Akelta texted his information, I could hear the buzzing of my phone in my dream. Enough to wake me up. It was hilarious, but it came with such giddiness and excitement. Watching him find his person was so reminiscent of my own match with my Void Lord… who is coming home and I need to have a nickname for him or something.

After that and laughing for a few hours, I ended up going out with my mom for the whole day. It led to purchasing a lot of things, but Im happy bec it was snacks and books and lorcana and clothes. The most inspirational really was inspired by someone in the IS Gen Chat in discord. We all got to talking about journaling and now it’s a group that wants to work to begin journaling again (or starting).

It was the perfect time to get new journals and I managed to score the same brand I used to use when I first started my journey of journaling my spiritual work. I decided that I would have two separate ones. I have been having more open vibrations and awakening with my dreams once more. I want to start working towards astral dreaming, dreamwalking, and lucid dreaming. So I want to start chronicling that.

The second journal is going to be me returning to the astral again. Not just to explore but I want to start recording things I find. I know it’s Tal who is all up in excitement at me picking up my astral anthropology again and finding magic and sigils and knowledge. It means Im finally in a mindset again where I can travel.

So these are my start to 2026! It’s early but I find if I start when Im inspired… it’ll stick longer.