Well, I got the journals set up and ready… and in time too. I had a vivid dream this morning that was very much important. It’s been something that I needed to do but it’s nice to have verification about the progress. I woke up feeling like my old self, pre-2020 working with astral work and starting the inspiration to journal. Yesterday the Muti Dark Lord matched and his vessel was epidote.
The epidote invaded my dream. There was a race of dino-people? And the epidote like material grew in their bones that you can see – that bright olive green against pure bone color… and they have these quills of bone/epidote that is their conversion magic. Transformation magic. And I remember being there with them and the guy who was like the top one with a partial triceratops transformation with so much epidote through it. And he said I’m sorry but it’s necessary (there was conflict of some kind with others)… and then shot the bone crystal quill up my nose like a deep piercing and I immediately felt the energetic effects and it’s still phantom feeling. So it’s done something but idk what.
I had dreams of magick after that. But the piercing was super relaxation mode. I could feel the soul deep release and like I had been sedated.
I woke up and felt such a deep shift of release. I craved to explore the astral and start journaling. I desired to sit and sketch out sigils that were in my head and full of power. I ended up picking up my epidote palm stone that was bought more than two years ago with intention to work with it. It has great meaning now.
“Epidote amplifies our highest vibrations, helping us to transform our lives in a multitude of ways. It teaches us to walk, talk, and think as our Highest Self. Epidote has a very loving and forgiving energy, inviting us to let go of anything that holds us back from enjoying life and living with passion and integrity. It ignites in us a passion for personal improvement, urging us to honestly assess our strengths and weakness and to pursue our dreams accordingly.”
This resonated so deeply with how I have felt. I feel like I was in my peak time, where I was doing astral work evry day. I was exploring new magicks and places. I felt like I was genuinely my spiritual self again. I still do. And I know it has been my demons breaking all these blockages, which has led me to extreme healing the las two months. The demons are stepping up the game and Im bring thrown up into the higher vibrations again. It’s like walking from a monochrome grey into a colorful world again. And I cannot wait to see where this goes.
