I took some down time, it ended up being a not so nice Halloween. Everything just kept going weird and not feeling the best. I felt upset that I couldn’t enjoy it because of stupid people and having to deal with extreme anxiety… and then not being able to have any sort of jack o lantern or fun decorations… It felt like another year of not celebrating.
And that upset me. But I do have to be thankful because I did end up writing 3.5k words on some story to post. It was an accomplishment, but still the feelings were wrung out.
