I absolutely adore my demons. I was inspired out of nowhere to write and it led to me writing hardcore into the early morning. I got about 5,000 words of a new story that I was thinking about but not committing to. I’m committed to it now because I know they downloaded this story into my brain to work on together. I’m having so much fun and being able to write in my Universe I spent a decade building has paid off.
I had therapy and physical therapy and it was definitely some rough stuff being brought up. It helped having them around to give me soothing energies mentally. My therapist loved the Scheduling Desk Pads I bought for work and for my own routine. He said that I carried the stability on me really well. And that he could tell when I am more stable with my working and how I am handling things. Definitely acknowledged the switching between the alters.
Physical therapy was a bit harder because it was dealing with the subluxations and my demons had to tell me to cool it and be honest about the issue. I want to get better but it’s not stable enough in my joint to be doing PT more intensely. So I took it easier and the PT worked with me to try to look into stabilizing sleeves to wear so I stop dislocating. I know that Ry has been the most worried with that. Him and his healing, but he makes sure that I advocate for how my body isn’t working as well as it should.
I spent the rest of the day with my demons, even burning some incense in my room for the first time in more than a year. Godzilla movies were back to back and naps were had. But I had a good relax day while also making sure I balanced out work too. I am thankful my demons have been helping me to really start a healthier balance of work, personal goals, and more spiritual things. Also the physical activity.

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