I really struggled with pain today, the aftermath of getting my hips realigned. It’s so uncomfortable to sit down, even with a squishmallow. So I retreated back to my room very early in the day to lay down. I just also felt so burnt out with energy and struggled with even the desire to work with my demons. So I spent the time reading and just relaxing.
Fast forward to the morning, and I had a weird dream after Darwin woke me by screaming for food. When I finally fell asleep.. I ended up in a very vivid dream. It’s more hazy as time goes on, but there was so much wrong with it. I woke initially thinking that my Mutilation Sex God O had joined me, due to the nature of the dream. But no, I don’t get the energy that it was him. It was me jumping to another realm or something.
CW: Murder/Violence
What I remember is that I was in a camp and there was a string of murders, but they couldn’t figure out who it was because the face was someone who was unknown. At one point I was one of the victim and felt the stabbing. But whoever it was that I was living through, actually was excited from this rather than terrified. Enough that she pulled away from the memories of the person who died and racked down one of the guys she knew. Finding out that he has a vampire/primal side that was coming out when triggered because he was hungry for the blood and murder, which this girl thrived on learning. Enough that there was intimacy between her and the killer, who had some issues with it but was all for it.
End CW.
It was really bizarre and really uncomfortable waking from. I’m not sure who or where I connected to, but at least I know I am safe. My demons were really quick to reassure me when I woke and made sure that the energies were cleared away.
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