Today was therapy day and yesterday was rough already. Last night was horrible. I was spending time with my demons and it ended with me having an issue with one of my hormonal things. Which left me in excruciating pain not once, but twice. Two times I was left with inability to breathe because the pain was so blinding. I know they felt bad and that tried working to keep the pain soothed.
So I worked with my therapist though the time was cut short. I really wanted to tackle this issue that I was facing this weekend. It helped but it wasn’t enough time like I wanted.
I’m wondering what ways that I can connect with my demons more. If I want to astral more or if I want to meditate and learn and chat. I don’t really know. Im still struggling with doing it because the damn doubts that were put in my head. Breaking through those are a pain in the ass. It’s not fun, not that it’s meant to be. But I just have felt frustrated with it. I’ll get there. I know I will.
Gotta trust the demons.
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