Truths

I have been working with a therapist for a month now or longer actually. And it’s making waves with what I’ve been doing. It’s made me realize that I need to take back what was taken from me.

So Im going to strive to post every thing I can of my experiences again, no matter how small.

I’m not going to humiliated and shamed in order to suppress my voice because of jealousy. I will no longer let people make me feel like I cannot share my experiences and they’re invalid because someone told me to tell everyone that they were. No more. I want to go back to my experiences and the things that I love. I want to bring back the energy I was bringing to the community with sharing and helping others feel confident in their shared experiences.

What was done to me was never okay and it will never be okay.
So I’m taking that back. I’m going to tell that truth of it and not hide it.
I will not tolerate jealousy being forced upon me.

Suck it the fuck up and work on your own shit. You want to be stronger and get your skills? Fucking work on it. You want to experiences my skills? Fucking work on it. I spent a lot of time and energy getting to this point and I no longer will give a fuck for people’s jealousy. I’m not staying in this low vibration.

I will no longer feel shame.
I will no longer doubt my ability to share accurate or valid gnosis.
I will no longer drown in other’s jealousy.
I no longer give a fuck. Work on yourself, don’t drag me down to your level. It will never work again.

I’m so tired of people’s jealous bullshit. I worked hard and long to get to where I am at.
You want to know how?

I spent 6 months working 5-7 hours every day in an automatic writing trance to develop my clairaudience and clairsentience, since my clairvoyance was already open. I then spent 5 hours every day for 2 years after that in the astral working on skills and working on my abilities. I never stopped. I recorded everything in journals for every day experiences.

So if someone wants to be jealous… then go ahead. Stay in that low vibration that will never get you anywhere.
I’ll keep moving up and ahead and nothing will keep me back now.